God speaks to you through your biology, your intuitive system. It’s a living breathing constant. ‘Organic divinity’, she calls it. What a way to define the works of god.
The food you take, the words you speak, the grace you give and withhold, every choice you make is a profound act of creation.
You take the food you don’t want to take, you speak intolerable words, you withhold grace. If your life was miserable, if you listened to your intuitive system, you would stop these acts.
Your life isn’t miserable.